As you all know, I'm currently in my "off-quarter" for school, which means a lot of sitting around and feeling fat. The house is a mess, my room is a complete disaster, and once again, I'm trying to think about how I let myself get this big again.
Today was a day full of cleaning, organizing, more cleaning, cooking, and doing laundry. I made a Mexican casserole for dinner that, although it wasn't completely healthy, I at a piece and a half (the same amount as my skinny little sister Becky), and called it quits. I've also been bad about eating the chocolate chip cookies that are laying around, and I need more self control.
Today was a bad day, and I feel fat and depressed tonight. I just want to get out and get moving and get healthy. I'm tired of wearing clothes this big. I want to be able to walk into any store that I want to and buy a pair of jeans that looks fantastic on me. No more of this plus size BS. I'm tired of it. This is it.
So, here are my goals, the dates that I would like to reach them by, and what fun reward I would like to give myself upon completion of those goals.
*Lose 10 pounds by 5/18/2011 (http://www.overstock.com/Jewelry-Watches/14k-White-Gold-Overlay-Cubic-Zirconia-Gallery-Band/3303798/product.html)
*Lose 20 pounds by 6/22/2011 (http://www.rods.com/Small-Cubic-Zirconia-Horseshoe-Nail-Earrings-by-Montana-Silversmiths,13076.html)
*Lose 30 pounds by 8/3/2011 (http://www.maccosmetics.com/product/154/4278/Custom-Palette-Eye-Shadow-x-4/index.tmpl)
*Lose 40 pounds by 9/14/2011 (http://www.buckaroobay.com/catalog.php?item=2717 OR http://www.buckaroobay.com/catalog.php?item=2584)
*Lose 50 pounds by 10/19/2011 (http://www.itsacowgirlthing.com/shop/item.aspx?itemid=5015)
*Lose 60 pounds by 11/30/2011 (http://www.cavenders.com/product.asp?cat=2&dept_id=3505&pf_id=WHX72SB)
The search for all of those websites just took me FOREVER, so until next time, goodnight!